Everything is this world seems an illusion for me. It feels as if nothing is for real here. No one adds one important trait in them, the character. Yes i know it seems irrelevant to what i am talking...but it does constitute the universe, right?
The universe does have a lot to offer us...but are there people, ready to give their time to wait and get what is there in the offerings...i guess no...no one has that much patient to stay till the end...
It is actually a big word, yes, but life is big, but a person might not be able to set focus of his thoughts and make a agreement to himself that yes to make something big i have to think something big too. Yes time has arrived...for us to look at the universe, not with surprise or disbelief but with strength and energy...let the outer world take over you...with enthusiasm and fearlessness...
Take out the sword of freedom towards the evils in the journey of life and fight for the human race...make the most of it...This may seem a little awkward...but don't let yourself down...and also the world around...let thoughts to explore without u...let them touch the sky...to reach for the stats...let them roam around to see places where u are not allowed to go...the untouched, unknown, unseen space...the invisible hole...the search for the non existing place...and much more...
Yes the mind needs some initiative to make it work like that...but just wait...let the mind do his own action...soon u will fly away in the thick and aromatic wind...which will help u tour the days and nights you only seen as they ended and began...but now it was different...u could see them...turn around...one after the other...
Let us gaze into the time...where there nothing to talk about or listen to...where the sight is all you see...where every single thing existing there is what you always wanted for you. The atmosphere is full of concepts, images, answers, doubts...which you had in mind...The most beautiful insight was here...in front of you...View yourself and the sentiments you always had inside you but were afraid to reveal then...till now.
For yourself, take a deep plunge in the oceans of intuitions, plans, actions, and conviction...and beat your own self...in your own games...discover what you are capable of and what drives you...Reconstruct the world around you and try living in it.
Think as if today is the last you are here in the world, think the interpretations in you are ending...this will make you more charged about the unachievable trust you will never have...Grab the opportunity for you...and live it as if darkness never happened to you...Live in light and hope for the best!!!
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Friday, November 24, 2006
Too Hard….
It is too hard,
To stand up and say I exist,
It is too hard,
To make a commitment in life,
It is too hard,
To say "I care",
It is too hard,
To understand "me"
It is too hard,
To keep up with the heart,
It is too hard,
To distinguish between attachments and detachments,
It is too hard,
To question the unspoken words,
It is too hard,
To be sensible at times and to be mad for the rest,
It is too hard,
To take time out and celebrate "the self",
It is too hard,
To relate to others,
It is too hard,
To construct something that has never existed in the real world,
It is too hard,
To shift to the other place in an journey,
It is too hard,
To stick to one's own belief,
It is too hard,
To stay consistent as a player, in every contest,
It is too hard,
To meet freshness each day,
It is too hard,
To pass the time, without discouraging oneself,
It is too hard,
To think beyond things, that were always there,
It is too hard,
To just hear a distinct voice...coming from a place never been explored before,
It is too hard,
To imagine the real world in a dream, and picture the non-existent,
It is too hard,
To challenge nature for the beauty and calmness it carries with herself,
It is too hard,
To anticipate what is present in life and what is there in the future,
It is too hard,
To hang oneself, till death, for the crimes one has done, on oneself and to the loved ones,
It is too hard,
To "undo changes" for the things and persons, that got deleted from the memory,
It is too hard,
To grow relationships like a plants, for days,months,years,centuries....
Yes things are hard...but,
Trust yourself, make your own path to your own destiny, no one can stop you now...you don't need luck to succeed...hoping for the BEST.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
"ME"
Time has changed for me...its not just the two hands of the clock moving..its not the round object giving us instructions to do what and what not. For me every now and then i realise that there is nothing that i can do no longer..but to decide for myself..the death of the inner self or the evolution of the new "me"...
The hard facts always fascinated me...but to make one for one's own self...is another thing altogether...Actually i had the perception of everything so perfect..so straight. But that's not the case. Sometimes you have to think hard for making the right path for yourself without ever regretting about it in the future later. I know it seems harder and harder..'cause its easier said than done.
I had never done this before..it seems as if...i have a new self in me..about whom i had no knowledge till now...it is now hard to concentrate on things...everything seems to work the opposite ways...
Nop not now...not this time..cant turn back now...it will be like being a coward...it will be like cheating with the body..with the soul..with the heart..with the mind but most importantly with the truth...which is there inside...it is small...very small...but always made me breath...always made sure that i did the right thing. Its not that i have always spoken the truth...its also not that iam only going to speak the truth..its just that to speak the truth when it was needed from you...it becomes worth...its like a full circle...its the circle of happiness...but it should be complete...with no cracks...no holes...i still have them...
The Time for me has come to make most of it...Time for me always had one thing to signify...the state of day and night...but now my thoughts have gone beyond the days and nights...i need more of it...i dont want to explain to myself...but now i have to...no hiding from my own self...no matter for how long i dont look at the mirror for myself...i cant make the thoughts within, that are looking for me every single moment...checking my moves...making me realise the importance for the instance of time...but no...not giving me any clue...for what to do...and what not...
I guess its right when one says that struggling with the person is more easy then struggling with your own self. I never thought i would be arguing for the rights i carry with me...it still seems as if i dont know myself yet...maybe i never knew and never answered or never wanted to answer the question, "Who are you?".
Every now an then i feel that, God please make the world stop...just stop...no movement at all...no mind to think...no heart to feel...but thats impossible...and i know it...God, it is so difficult to help one's ownself ! Yes...i make myself...relax for few seconds, by saying to "me" that...there is always something eternal...something deep within...thats going to tell you what to do...and like a fool...I am waiting...but there is no confrontation...with eternity.
I was always a pessimist...no not beacause i have lost every battle in life...no...but because i thought of losing and losing and losing...I have never given the respect that i must give myself...the certificates and the prizes that "i" deserved
The truth in me is preparing me for the battle i have to win...and not just win but win it comprehensively...yes, i have to make everyone comfortable...everyone in peace...every one happy...the heart...the mind...the soul...the days, i live...the nights, i think...and the time, i consume with me...every second...yes! everyone,must feel content with me...yes they should make me proud and be proud of me.
Yes iam suddenly asking alot from "me", but this will have to end, for something else in life to begin...but cant seem to find the right arrow...to hit the target...but it has to be a bull's eye...a perfect shot...for a perfect score...and i know it will happen, one fine morning,and i will always be grateful for "me" for making me what iam today...
....and the writing has stopped...and now i have started to discover...what i want...and soon hope i get the answer from me...soon...very soon...yes i believe it will echo in me...telling me...and not instructing me...i have become optimistic now...and the heart is praying for me...that i stay that way...and iam ready to invent a new "me"...hoping for the best !!!!
Thursday, September 07, 2006
LIFE
Life is full of joy,
If you want it to be,
Life is bunch of happiness,
If it is in a pot,
Life is a colourful painting,
If you are creative,
Life is a beautiful dream,
If you think nothing is impossible,
Life is a sky full of stars,
If you think there is so much to explore,
Life is being a bird,
If you are familiar with the words : Adventure and Challenge
Life is knowledge,
If you know who you are,
Life is Time,
If you understand what "losing" is,
Life is being a Human Being,
If know what responsibility is,
Life is being "ALIVE"
If you know how to respond to, listen to, speak to oneself
Lastly Life is LIFE
If you live it lively....
Friday, August 18, 2006
Split Second!
Today I went out to play....
Met "Freedom" on the way,
She asked me if i could join her in her mission....
I thought for a while and took my decision,
But she was not to stay for long....
As i was thinking, she was gone,
Once again i was alone....
There was nothing left to moan,
It is important in life to make quick interpretations....
to make things happen and have satisfaction,
Opportunities dont knock twice....
And have to make it a point to suffice.
Met "Freedom" on the way,
She asked me if i could join her in her mission....
I thought for a while and took my decision,
But she was not to stay for long....
As i was thinking, she was gone,
Once again i was alone....
There was nothing left to moan,
It is important in life to make quick interpretations....
to make things happen and have satisfaction,
Opportunities dont knock twice....
And have to make it a point to suffice.
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Happy Friendship Week....
The journey of Friendship has begun for me,The moment you had stood by me,
For now time has stood still,
So lets complete life with joys to fill.
Today is what we have with us,
We never know what tomorrow has instored for us,
With hope in my eyes I will go far,
And shine with you in the sky as bright as a star.
I dont know if "Friends are Forever",
But you are to treasure,
I will never question myself again for this,
As i will never forget you..for being missed.
Choosing the best emotion from the rest is difficult part,
As selecting the best friend is an art,
Courage,willpower and self confidence what i saw in you,
And i pray as the God stays there..you stay in my heart too....
For now time has stood still,
So lets complete life with joys to fill.
Today is what we have with us,
We never know what tomorrow has instored for us,
With hope in my eyes I will go far,
And shine with you in the sky as bright as a star.
I dont know if "Friends are Forever",
But you are to treasure,
I will never question myself again for this,
As i will never forget you..for being missed.
Choosing the best emotion from the rest is difficult part,
As selecting the best friend is an art,
Courage,willpower and self confidence what i saw in you,
And i pray as the God stays there..you stay in my heart too....
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
FRIENDSHIP
I in my life, its not significant that how much time i have spent on the earth, i have always thought of friends as the thought that makes you believe you are there and that there is always someone who is making you important in every phase of life.
Yes it may seem steriotype to repeat what all say about friendship, but iam not going make the mistake to write some famous lines, of great people...its just going to be the experience i had about being a friend and having a friend for life...
I believe you have to strive to make yourself happy, but it becomes easier, if just make a friend...who would make you realise that you exist on the earth and that you carry with a lot of responsiblity...to carry your own self...to whatever makes you happy...not just by wealth but from deep within you.
The difficult task for every person is that...praising the other...being happy for the other...but the friend makes us take that small step, in making that big change in your life. No matter...how much time you take to make the it possible for your own benefit...the true friend stays there with you till the end...and will stay till you dont want him/her to be there...
Its like being too relaxed...you have someone there to think about your good and your bad...the improvement you need...its like the friend doesnt have a life of his own...and yes he does...he too has emotions...which start flowing now and then...he too cries out loud inside his heart...without making you have a clue about it...
Lucky is the person who has friends...and i respect the feeling...lets just be who we are for our friends...and not pretend...
Lets enjoy the moment and cherrish the thoughts...let time test us...we are ready...also hoping for the best...
Friday, July 07, 2006
Endeavors
A person does perceive future in some or the other way, to make sure that the willingness to stay and the energy to live, doesn't die. This is what we call the attempt to make things happen in life. Yes, we do believe in destiny, but there are certain things that can be controlled by a single, individual person only. What he/she has in mind, what earnest effort he/she is going to put forward to reach that goal in life.
Yes i know i have started to sound very philosophical, but i guess there is no formula that says that, happiness is directly proportional to the things we achieve in life. Somethings are just above "just being happy".
The endeavors are like paths, yes i know you must have heard this line a hundredth time now, but it makes sense every single time we say it.Doesn't it? Yes it does.
A human has this tendency to strive for the most in the life that has been given to him. It takes hell lot of energy and will power to stay there, but it never comes in our mind to be staying alive. Yes it is a great feeling to live, and we are going through the same endeavor each and everyday. But we are not happy.
At the end of the day u are what u are, and you are the only person who should be proud of what u do in life. But there are times that u feel, someone else also should be there, to believe in you and make that extra effort to stand up to face the struggles in life, you want that person to collect you in totality, when just break down in pieces.
Conscientious efforts are always applauded, but they should have some mean behind them. The test is cleared when we know what are we here for and what is it that we want from ourselves. Yes that's what everyone wants to know from the eternal force. But there is no answer. Why, because, we have answers with us. Whom are we kidding here, "every action has a equal and opposite reaction", i know the reaction's force and quality may vary. It so happens sometimes that a person takes a lot of care and concentration in completing the task but then the results are not so impressive.